let it leave me like a long breath

i feel like... stuff like fleshcult does that better? in that it's just like, this kind of mad science bending other people's bodies to yr whim in this abstract, transcendent kind of way. in coc & tits it's more like, oh, you're just a huge asshole to everyone? and sometimes yr a huge asshole to everyone in a chemical lobotomy to make them perpetually horny kind of way. but it's kind of a weird mishmash b/c of how many different authors have thrown their stuff into the games, so there's all this tonal whiplash.

like people can definitely get into coc & tits but idk it always seems to have this, like, friction. you gotta FIGHT AGAINST all the bad parts, or fight against the game interpreting all the rape as like, actual rape, & eventually all that stuff rly saps my interest. but that's like alll there issss, fenoxo's stuff & flexible survival & nimin are all cut from that same cloth, and having abandoned that iiiii don't really know what kinda shape i'd actually want for _my_ game. aah.

there's probably not gonna be much of a "survival" aspect really, aside from whatever comes in the form of combat; the game map is more like... i've made this comparison a lot but it's hopefully gonna be something like heroes of might and magic? where you move around and trigger events and encounters and visit locations, and that's just the framework of "how to get events to run" instead of e.g., coc's "visit area" buttons or tits' rooms. but then it's like... i have that in place in the code and i have no clue what kind of events i want to be running? and it turns out that's kind of an important thing to decide on, whoops