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  • xax: purple-orange {11/3 knotwork star, pointed down (Default)
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    • hell game
    posted @ 08:14 pm

    it was less obvious when there were just the eight encounters, but the more i write hell game encounters the more obvious my tastes get. there are some definite categories.

    • things made from/covered in weird (optionally toxic) sludge
    • pitch black (with eyes or galaxies or w/e budding out of them)
    • humans w/ giant animal dicks
    • no face
    • fire/red hot metal
    • arcs of electricity
    • lol gear fetish
    • muscles


    just mix and match those and that's pretty much every single encounter

    i mean a large part of the point of hell game was to provide a backdrop to give me space to write stuff i'm into but that is usually rendered in an awful way. like i'm kinda cautious about posting porn ft. animal-shaped monsters since it attracts the crowd of furries who are into literal bestiality (oh excuse me, 'zoophilia'), and that's... not great. but hell game is pretty upfront about how, you know, everybody is talking and cognizant and all that. and then conversely i think a lot of gear stuff is... forced? i guess? "i'm dressing in my fetish gear so i can go out on a fetish romp", and it's OBNOXIOUSLY POSTMODERN to write about characters playing out a bdsm scene. that kind of thing.

    i talked about it a whileeee back, about how the systemization inherent in games kind of lessens the intentionality of it? like, i was the one who made a [COCK] tf node and i was the one who let you attach it to yr [MOUTH] node and i was the one who wrote the description for having a cock-tongue. (i mean, pending. most of that is half-written and half-coded.) but since it's in a place of INTERFACE SYSTEMS it's less specifically built b/c i think it's hot and more a natural outgrowth of the body tree combinatorics. and i think the same thing goes with encounters: i mean, yes, they are all weird fetish fantasy monsters. but they're also video game random encounters. it's sleight-of-hand in a way: redirecting the audience from my own actions by putting a mechanical framework in front of it. not that i think it's, you know, actually hiding anything.

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      posted @ 06:04 pm (UTC)

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      Furries aren't the same thing as Zoophiles, unless you mean bestiality as cross-species sex acts. Furry can be described as a fantasy/escapism while bestiality/zoophilia cannot. There are crossovers? Certainly.

      Though, I guess when you mean 'animal-shaped' monsters you mean what furries call 'ferals'? Perhaps people into 'ferals' are into real animals.

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    • xax: purple-orange {11/3 knotwork star, pointed down (Default)
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      posted @ 07:10 pm (UTC)

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      i've absolutely written, like, bestiality porn or fantastical bestiality porn where somebody's getting fucked by a final fantasy behemoth, that kind of thing. since like, whatever, i feel like fantasy is free, and generally speaking most people understand the difference between fantasy and reality, in the same way people can watch an action movie and not come out of it going "oh that means it's okay to kill people", or whatever.

      but there are definitely times when i've posted like, human / hellhound porn on sofurry, or other people have posted similar stuff, and gotten comments like "oh this reminds me of when i fucked my dog". and it's like, oh, this person read this thing i posted and decided that was a reasonable thing to say and that i would be on their side there.

      so that's not the thing i like to post in furry spaces, because there's absolutely a certain overlap between furries and people who literally have sex with animals irl, and some of them don't seem to get that there's a difference between fantasy fetish porn and sex acts that it's advisable to enact irl. so that's not really... the kind of thing i want to encourage with my porn.

      hence, hell game, which makes a point that even though the hellhounds and whatever are dogs (well, you know, dogs made from shadow and fire) they can still talk and express complex thoughts, that kind of thing.

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